Suicide, as it is for most, was my way of seeing an end to all of the pain that went on inside of my head. I wanted so badly for the pain to stop, for my brain to stop feeling like it was fighting itself, for my heart to feel that it had a little more breathing room, and for my muscles to relax for just once. I wanted nothing more than my soul to be free.
I am allowed to feel however I feel today.
Being precisely who you are, at your highest level, is your ticket to magnetizing the things you want most in your life. This is true for your love life, career, relationships, prosperity, health, and so on. It’s also the magic formula that will enable you to make a more powerful contribution to this world than you ever thought possible.
Everyone overcomes their hardships in different ways. I know I overcame my struggles some how. But I guess I have never really thought about it until someone asked me about it. I knew I stopped cutting and stopped attempting for a reason.
You seem so sad child
Look at the stars,
watch them shine.
Watch the sun rise every morning
and set every evening.
Breathe in the crisp and cold fall air.
Smile as bright as all the things mentioned above.
The world needs just a little more light.
I knew I wanted to have a non-profit for this issue since I was diagnosed with depression as a teenager. Even as a teen, I knew that I was not the only one who felt this sense of darkness and found comfort in it. I knew that I wanted to help others even if I was at a point at my life where I could not help myself. Every life has value and every life is worth fighting for.